boo.
i feel awful today.
maybe coz it started off on a bad note.
mom woke me up at 7am thinking i was going out with them.
sighhs, they did not observe the note stuck to the door.
had to tell them i was going to school on my own.
then mom was ranting on about how angry she was with, was it me? I dno...did not really want to listen and my head was blocking it out.
then at about 8+am, hua called and when I picked up, she put down.
And, in the end, I woke up at what, 5 mins to 10? when I was supposed to wake at 9am.
Thus, inevitably late...
and cabbed to school.
argh, burnt a hole in my pocket - $10...):
then what should happen, oh yeah, on my way walking out of my estate to get a cab, my neighbour was leaving too, and he did not offer me a ride out...><* (okay, maybe I shot him a look and he misunderstood it, i was just in a bad mood)
oh yes, and along the way, i realised how ugly and unglam I looked that day...and wanted to hide and die.
tried to use the jacket to cover, but it looked even worse...sighhs.
so pretty much spent the day in awfulness and was feeling unhappy and gloomy.
then, it just had to rain on me and I cldn't care less and walked in the rain.
oh yes, then finally ate this sausage bread thingy with its skin fried which I always wanted to try, not too bad i guess, but nthg special.
almond cookies were yummy but expensive though.
then after school, collect pay from ichiban...
felt awkward...and was beginning to fear that place, i think i won't set foot in there for a really long while...no matter how you try to drag me in...><
then we walked around amk hub (yes, for the umpteen time) to look for shoes, i want nice platforms, but they are hard to find...):
okay, then i went home after an unsuccessful search for the perfect pair of shoes.
got even more gloomy, upset and unhappy on my way home, coz it was raining, and i was alone, and there did not seem to be anything worth looking forward to...
i thought about telling my mom something i knew she would object...but then i later felt there was no need to drop too many bombshells on her at once, after all she was already mad from last night's late night out.
so, surprise, she wasn't home yet when I got home, so that was good (:
in the sense that at least she would find me at home when she got back and would not be unhappy again, coz I came home "early"
well, was feeling all emotional and sleepy and all that, then went down for dinner and finally my mom came home, but she did not show me any face, or anything, but instead asked if the maid gave me enough duck meat for dinner and I replied yes. and then asked if I wanted a banana or strawberries, picked both.hahas. ooh, my first haha in this post.
so then later, when she settled down, she was biting on some duck meat and talking to me about last night, and yeah, we were trying to come to an agreement. and I sure hope we did, in the sense that we talked things through? anyway, so now I was feeling slightly more sociable, feel more like talking after interaction with my family, and I realise how long I have not been to talking to them for, considering the times I weren't home...
yeah, then my mood seemed to get better, and now, I finished my HOM tut & my bmgt tut. and am now blogging to record one of the rarest emotions of my life - sadness and emotional (seldom do I get that feeling without any rhyme or reason)...and now, I'm going to go sleep coz it's freaking 1am! x(

boo.
i feel awful today.
maybe coz it started off on a bad note.
mom woke me up at 7am thinking i was going out with them.
sighhs, they did not observe the note stuck to the door.
had to tell them i was going to school on my own.
then mom was ranting on about how angry she was with, was it me? I dno...did not really want to listen and my head was blocking it out.
then at about 8+am, hua called and when I picked up, she put down.
And, in the end, I woke up at what, 5 mins to 10? when I was supposed to wake at 9am.
Thus, inevitably late...
and cabbed to school.
argh, burnt a hole in my pocket - $10...):
then what should happen, oh yeah, on my way walking out of my estate to get a cab, my neighbour was leaving too, and he did not offer me a ride out...><* (okay, maybe I shot him a look and he misunderstood it, i was just in a bad mood)
oh yes, and along the way, i realised how ugly and unglam I looked that day...and wanted to hide and die.
tried to use the jacket to cover, but it looked even worse...sighhs.
so pretty much spent the day in awfulness and was feeling unhappy and gloomy.
then, it just had to rain on me and I cldn't care less and walked in the rain.
oh yes, then finally ate this sausage bread thingy with its skin fried which I always wanted to try, not too bad i guess, but nthg special.
almond cookies were yummy but expensive though.
then after school, collect pay from ichiban...
felt awkward...and was beginning to fear that place, i think i won't set foot in there for a really long while...no matter how you try to drag me in...><
then we walked around amk hub (yes, for the umpteen time) to look for shoes, i want nice platforms, but they are hard to find...):
okay, then i went home after an unsuccessful search for the perfect pair of shoes.
got even more gloomy, upset and unhappy on my way home, coz it was raining, and i was alone, and there did not seem to be anything worth looking forward to...
i thought about telling my mom something i knew she would object...but then i later felt there was no need to drop too many bombshells on her at once, after all she was already mad from last night's late night out.
so, surprise, she wasn't home yet when I got home, so that was good (:
in the sense that at least she would find me at home when she got back and would not be unhappy again, coz I came home "early"
well, was feeling all emotional and sleepy and all that, then went down for dinner and finally my mom came home, but she did not show me any face, or anything, but instead asked if the maid gave me enough duck meat for dinner and I replied yes. and then asked if I wanted a banana or strawberries, picked both.hahas. ooh, my first haha in this post.
so then later, when she settled down, she was biting on some duck meat and talking to me about last night, and yeah, we were trying to come to an agreement. and I sure hope we did, in the sense that we talked things through? anyway, so now I was feeling slightly more sociable, feel more like talking after interaction with my family, and I realise how long I have not been to talking to them for, considering the times I weren't home...
yeah, then my mood seemed to get better, and now, I finished my HOM tut & my bmgt tut. and am now blogging to record one of the rarest emotions of my life - sadness and emotional (seldom do I get that feeling without any rhyme or reason)...and now, I'm going to go sleep coz it's freaking 1am! x(